Give em' chance...

‎"I am Jamie C. Sherrod; B-n-R in Memphis,TN. I am 31 years old Feb 27th, 1979; Today I am a man of God. Full of compassion, love, and desires and I am in need of a good woman, that I can share my thoughts, ideas, and concerns, with and I did say a good woman Because even under bad conditions, let downs, and rejections,... she knows whats in her heart is real and in these times (the hurt and trying ones) that she believe even more for someone or something to call her own. I am looking for a companion thats willing to build, willing to look beyond my situation and see the caring person I am today I am looking for a friend someone willing to talk to as well as listen, willing to put in the time and effort to get to know me, I am looking for a partner thats willing to express her feelings witout shame, lies and games with no hidden agendas."

based on true story,everybody desired a happiness, even the history tell truth, hoping people will uderstanding the faveret world game,' the weak still suffering', huhu, i like the story too much,dizz just part of it, since the scars there, its hopeless for the new life...he lost everything, but he still smiling,[thats wipe me to like dizz story], i hope i can be like him,

alhamdullilah...

I asked for Strength…

And Allah gave me Difficulties to make me strong…

I asked for Wisdom…

And Allah gave me Problems to solve…

I asked for Prosperity…

And Allah gave me Brain and Energy to work…

I asked for Courage…

And Allah gave me Danger to overcome…

I asked for Love…

And Allah gave me Troubled people to help…

I asked for Favors…

And Allah gave me Opportunities…

I received nothing I wanted…

But I received everything I needed…

Alhamdulillah…thank god

raye dtg lg,

*act. aq baru pasan post nie tyme belek2 blog aq, bace post2 lame,



Hello rye, mmg seronok blik kg beraye.jmper sanak saudare, mkn ketupat rendang bersame keluarge, esok nk rye dah…tpi ramai lg sepupu xbalik, hari nie masak lemang..mmng nmpknyer aq sorang jer yg jge smpi masak.. 1st tyme cmnie..haha



Alhamdullillah diorang smpi gak sbelum rye, riuhnyer rumah., bgaikan di medan perang, dpt melihat kueh rye berterbangan, esok nk rye kusyen2 sumer berselerak…yg besar jgak kne tlong kemas umh wan, huh sabarlah dgn bdak kecik mlm nk rye mmng rse seronok..maen mercun puas2..hahaha, 1 kg dah mcm kt iraq, meletup cana, meletup cnie, pling bezz klu meletup dkat ngn umh, dpt tgok wan melatah..haha lawak gler….layan Danish ngn dina apatah lg, seronok dan penat menjage diorang, sebaek la bkan sy sorang jer p.ciknyer..huhu



Rye PerTAMA….excited gler, pkai baju baru pling seronok, warne coklat cream kte [xtaw la samer ke x], samer kot, huhu…megah gler berjalan jlan2 ngn sepupu sumer, pgi2 sarapan 1family, mama ckp pg rye kne sarapan samer2 dlu, mntak2 maap dlu samer2 adek beradek, then bru gi solat rye…sbb sy siap awl, sy gi solat rye ngn wan..teman n hntr die dlu,, die mnt gi awl2 nnti dpt duk dpan, [katenyer] solat rye abes pkul10, mcm bese la tiap thun, p.lang walid bce khutbah, mmng org kg dah taw bler rye mmng muke nie yg bce khuttbah, p.lang ckp dah lebih 10 thun die bce khutbah kt kg, tpi sy ngn spupu sy tdo 30mnt 1st…haha lawak gler, xpenah pun tdo sebelum nie, jgn marah ea p.lang..huhu

aq n adiku, bangteh

per yg aq cuba tonjolkan ialah aksi di blakang
betapa lasaknyer danish

penat nk jage danish ni

sumer mkn di rumah mama

sepupu semua ade

cayer atau tak, yg baju oren tu m.cik dina,
haha

bler org dh xde, sesi fotografi bermula, hehe

kesemua sibling aq, termasuk ank buah

sweet mom, with her child

semuanya ade balik raye tahun nie

Habes jer solat trus gi serbu rumah wan…sbb nk mkn rendang ayam wan, rendang ayam wan cepat habes,haha, maklum lah sodap hinggo menjilat jari, kat k.l mmg xdpt rse rendang mcm wan wat.. then pg2 tu la rami dtg ke umh…fedup tol, xdpt nk kuar umh ngn mama abah sumer, aq cmtu lah jugak, kne la tlong mama angkat gelas sumer, huh..smpi ke petang baru la dpt kuar kejap, then malam ade gathering mcm bese tiap thun…thun nie dpt la duet rye cket..huhu sbb cucu kan, n xbekerja lg, dpt la..haha…abes jer sumer sepupu2 sumer maen bnga api, esp. bdak kecik….sy la tukang agih2 bunga2 api tu..tlong bakar utk diorang…huhu seronok tol,

beraye ke rumah wan 2nd,

nie bkn parent sy, nie p.long m.long sy :D

perjumpaan mlm raya pertama, Dina shadow :D

mamaku tersayang n abah

wan tersayang, Otai kg

wan rohana, bini 2nd atuk :D

membahagikan duet raye kdpe bdak2

acara bersalam ramai2 ngn sumer ahli family

tlg bakar bungi api ngn Una, spupuku

cber teka, muke sper pling exited? HAHA

bdak2 bermaen bunga api.

dan kami bersama permaenan org dewasa, HEHEHE

zaman mude2, rmbut pendek bai, bdan berisi ckit

ngan Abglong Qari,spupu aq, bakal ke Jepun, [leh la aq tempah dslr nnti]

nie kire bdak kecik sgt, xleh maen api lg, hehehe

melayan sepupu2 yg kecik, meriahnyer...

Una pun samer la.....HAHAHA

sumer yg bujang, [ade lak abah menyelit celah tu]

sory la xpasan ade post nie, rayedah lame gler kan, baru aq pasan, huhuhu.

nk blik kg.

hohoho...sronoknyer,xsabar2 nk blik, nk jmper mama, abah, wan, atuk, rndu la kat katil 'king size' aq tu, hahahaha,mama, ank mama rndu mama,msti bnyak mnde aq kne wat blik raye nie kan.., bZ2, 1st tyme rye selepas zaman persekolahan, msti rse laen kan..
jmper mmber2 lamer pun msti dah bnyak berubah, haha

Antara mnde yg pling aq suker bler blik kg, jmper kwan2 lamer, mmg mengimbas kembali kenangn, mmbesar dgn diorang kan...ade mmber2 aq dari tadika smpi skolah rndah, tpi sdihnyer bler start jer skolah menengah aq dah duk asrama, so, kami ter'pause dsitu, rmai gak la mmber duk asrama, lost cntact la jgak, tpi bler hbis skolah, sumer dpt jmper blik, mcm ade gathering jer kan, bezznyer, tpi aper pun, kwan2 kt kg la yg lebih knal aq, idup dri kecik, kanl family sumer, kdang2 mcm adek beradek, mmg seronok, n xksah la die jdi aper, jhat cmner pun diorang sumer still kwan aq, slamat ari rye kwan2, maap zahir dan batin..sumer la nk sebut kat cnie,.....mat kosar,apiz bukhari, azirul, megat, pojie, payat, kudin, mira rose, sakinah, shuhada, wan atiqah, shadow, jebon, natasya, n bnyak lg la,[habis satu skolah kang sbut] aq xkan luper la korang sumer..



bler blik kg, sbenarnyer ia ade lah mase utk aq release tension, cool jer, lpak2 ngn mmber, kuar gi masjid ngn abah, slep all day, maen futsal smpai ke pg, antara aktiviti2 aq di kg, sumtimes bler jmper awek2 lame [jeleznyer2] seronok borak, haha, tpi bler blik kg tyme2 nk raye nie lg seronok, dpt jmper lg rmai org...dpt jmper sedare mare, sepupu2 sumer m.cik2...lg2 dpt duet rye bnyk, seronoknyer.. tpi kan ssh tol nk kumpul 1 family full, msti ader jer 1 or 2 family yg xdpt dtg, huhu...tu la sbbnyer p.lang wat family day bler rye korban, tyme tu pasti sumer family aq xnk terlepas dtg..sumer la ader, njoy nyer..haha

tiap2 thun klu rye msti ade mnde yg aq suker wat, iaitu ushar awek2, haha..bezz la,masing2 bertekad nk dpt awek mnjelang raye, lgi2 bler pkai baju baru kan, lg market, aq ngn sepupu aq sorang nie slalu rebut awek yg samer jer...klu ade choice plih, msti plih yg samer, awek yg ayu..yg pkai baju kurung, lawa gler la bler tgok...haha, tpi thun nie xyah dah, bia la sepupu aq tu plih sorang2, thun nie aq xperlu usyar awek dah, yg kt sarawak nnti nk cmpak kat mane??.. [jgn marah awk]
awek sarawak telah menawan hatiku..[fuhhhhhhhhh!!] lpas nie kne raye sarawak la slalu kan, <3 <3 <3

huh nmpknyer dah pg, pnat tol, along jge pkul 4, masak bersamer2nyer, skali xde garam, nmpknyer rase kunyit jer la aym goreng pgi nie,

nk kejut awk la pgi awk, kt cna msti dah solat subuh kan..

aq epy bler die epy..

tgok life org laen mmng happening xtaw la nper, tpi bler tgok life sy, xde la aper sngt, bser jer... sumtimes mmg jelez tgok aper yg org ade, tpi nk wat cmner rezeki masing2 kan, masing2 ade jlan masing2 dlm nk tentukan idup...huhu buhsannyer



semua org ckp psal bahagie, cmner la nk cari bahgie dlm idup kan, mmag ssah, yg penting skali kte kne ingt tuhan, ape2 yg terjadi dlm idup kita semua Allah, so sumtimes xyah la sdih sngt melayan perasan,maybe idup kte xseindah idup org laen just percaya pada diri,'kau leh wat sumer nie' dan aper yg berlaku nie ade hikmahnyer..slalu ingt dlm ati cmtu, ingt tuhan ade dengan kita...[taw awk]

sy xtaw la nper sy leh ckp cmnie mlm nie, maybe sbb sy epy or buhsan, tpi xsumer yg berlaku skunk epy, so bler ade jer mnde yg sdih jgn la fkir sngt kan, sy slalu bgi nasihat kat org dan slalu mndengar nasihat org, [Tq syamira bgi semangat dngn kate2 anda td] tpi sy pun xleh nk solve prob sendiri, klu bleh kte nk epy jer memanjang tpi cmner nk wat, msti ade jer yg spoil, sbb sy pnah dgr 'kat dunie nie mane ade yg sempurna, dan kebahagiaan tu dtg dari yg tak sempurna'...ntah la sper la yg ckp,luper dah, so aper yg dah terjadi dlm idup kte tu bia la berlaku, mungkin itu la yg xsempurna, sumtimes kte pun xsdar idup kte dah sempuna, org yg idup sempurna pun blum tentu bahgie kan.. :)




dan satu lg mlm nie, sy slalu takut kepada berubahan, sbb sy terlampau selesa bler yg sedia ade sudah mencukupi, so bler org ckp 'move on' tkut dgr, sbenarnyer sy takut bler awk berubah,awk yg skunk nie sudah ckup wat sy epy, gelak ketawa, tpi realitinyer;

Nothing's forever,
forever is a lie...
We only have what's between,
hello and goodbye...


mmng btol per tertulis di ats, tpi sy nk jgak ade forever dlm life sy, biar la kli sy ucap hello dan xpernah ucap goodbye...




so mate dah layu, tgn dah kaku, tpi slex tol pc wat jem, ckup la bola mlm nie, xnk ade org sakit ati, [hehe] ok la bubye awk, nyte all